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ethereal_tempest ([personal profile] ethereal_tempest) wrote2021-06-03 06:38 am

Saying Goodbye To Doubts With A Devine Message...

The quicksand is holding me a little tighter these days. It's hard to break free at times. I still haven't finished recording or editing my audiobooks and am questioning myself. If this is the right path or not. Am I good enough? What if the book doesn't pass the quality check like the first? Will I ever finish this? Why am I so lazy? The list goes on and on,with my self berating. This post I started last night,and ended today. As I sit here on the bus,my day over,I think of the guy who came in today. After hearing me answer the phone,he complemented me on my voice and my professionalism. He then went on to say my voice was needed for something and to keep going and don't give up. He said that I didn't need to be at this job and that someday someone would find me. His name was Jimmy. This was exactly what I needed to hear,to help quelch the doubts rising up in me. I am on the correct path to whom I want to be. I have never been more sure of anything before. ALL of it makes sense,the laziness,blogging me down to the words of strangers. I will get there. I will believe in myself and continue to forge this path. Blessed Be...