FUCK IT!!

To quote Katt Williams, "There is something about saying "fuck it" " what I mean is that I'm going to have to record any way that I can. As I stated in a previous entry,its getting difficult to record here due to the kids,the dog,among some other issues. Fuck this shit,the not thriving,staying in the comfort zone,within reach of the decrepit scraps of the box I destroyed long ago. This is not the life I intended for myself and I need to thrive to survive. So the plan is to get my next car. Yes, it will be new,because I love new cars and especially because of covid. Then,getting a place of my own again,just me myself and I. It's not that I am not grateful,its just that I need to be in a place where I can have peace and quiet,where I can reflect and cast my spells without care or interruption. I'm going to keep carving out my reality. I can't take this anymore...homeostasis and stagnation. *digs in her heels and embracing the wind* let's go!

NOPE!

No, I won't watch the kids for you! You CHOSE to work longer shifts and that is the result. So why, pray tell, would you even OPEN YOUR MOUTH to ask me to watch the girls? I help out when I can, yes,but it's not my responsibility!I don't care that you need sleep,you should've thought about that before you decided to work more hours. I'm on vacation, which started today,mind you,I will NOT have my time stripped from me so you can benefit. No,I will not do it! Best of luck to you!