Hello Again! The Remix

So, FIRST and FOREMOST I hope gentle reader that this finds you and yours good and well. Its,again,been a crazy few weeks,no? I am grateful to again able to update my journal, life is a very fleeting thing,noy to be taken lightly and unfortunately, two people I know have lost their light...to them, Jason and Mark, rest in peace and it was a pleasure knowing you. Today also brought the surprise of a guest at Disney thanking myself and another cast member VERY enthusiastically for being there. I was very humbled. I just smiled and she went on her way. As a cast member, I love when people are as grateful as she was,it makes making the magic easier and helps the day become a little brighter, knowing that some people actually understand that its not easy,doing what we do everyday and that,again,makes me smile as bright as the sun...

No...Not Biting The Bratwurst!!!!

Today, as I got off the shuttle to the parking lot, I checked my messenger app, mind you, I wasn't on it much late last night and, much to my surprise,my ex girlfriend messaged me out of the blue to check on me. What kind of doodle lee dee BULLSHIT is this? Its been almost three years since we parted ways and I blessed you out. When I said “goodbye” in that last text, which she chose to ignore. That was the last time I CHOSE to communicate with her. I also remember this past fall when she liked one of my statuses,yeah,I could've blocked her again(which I had as she did me on her old account),true enough,but I didn't see the point as I do NOT associate with her at all and totally made her devoid. Now everyone knows the state of the world today and I am like NO...I am NOT biting the Bratwurst on this one. It has been almost three years and this is what you come up with? If I wanted you to know how i'm doing,I would've told you. Messaging me at Twelve am in the morning? What, afraid that your WIFE would catch you messaging me? OH,GODS,FORBID that. I honestly don't know what she actually wants nor what kind of fucked up game she is playing. I'm a grown ass woman and I will not fall into that pit again. Besides,not to sound like a broken record here,but if you could like a Facebook status,then you know how I am. The ball is in my court and I have already said my goodbyes. I am no necromancer. STAY. DEAD. She is nothing more than that. I will say though, the Gods helped me to understand forgiveness and even though I forgave her, that was solely for me. So that I could go on and I could FINALLY be free of her and her baggage,sucking all of my energy. That was the best and last thing to come of that situation. I'm not going to waste my energy on you nor give you the satisfaction. STAY. DEAD.