Bless The GODS! PEACE AND QUIET!!!

So the girls are gone and the screaming has temporarily halted...for two days. I can't tell you how nice it is. I love quiet time. I'm going to take some time to record as much as I can,so I can get myself back on track. Monetary wise,I 'm at a stand still. I'm trying to save up money for my car,but it seems that I can't break one thousand. Which pisses me off to no end,but I refuse to see anything but a silver lining. I refuse to continue being discouraged. It's high time that I keep it together. I also can't wait to chat once more to Stevie. She just came out as non binary and I couldn't be prouder of her. The road will be bumpy for her,but I will be damned if I let her walk it alone. Loyalty above all. You will ALWAYS have my support,know that. Hopefully we will be able to chat again on Friday. Alas,I grow tired again. See you again as soon as I make port...

Shifting Focus

WANTED:NEW CAREER! For nearly seven years I have been working two jobs. Nothing has changed,except I have a repo and a eviction and it's not for lack of trying. It's been three years since the eviction and almost six since my car was repo'ed. Both of which could've been avoided,but with rent constantly rising and me not being able to be on time with payments resulted in both happening. I plan on paying the back balance for my old place and removing the eviction and saving for my new car. Yet,I digress. I am TIRED of busting my ass at two jobs and I can't keep much of anything in my account. Honestly,unemployment was better than this. I don't like unemployment,don't misunderstand me,but the money was better than what I'm getting know.I honestly want to push my business more and work on becoming self employed. I feel that I am not thriving and I want to soar above the clouds. I will NOT let hold myself back nor let anyone else do that either. As of now,I am putting my best foot forward and doing me.