This guy was my lyft driver TWICE. When something as unlikely as this happens,I tend to pay attention. The last time he drove me home,we talked about our hopes,dreams and aspirations. When we met this times,and I told him of my struggles to get my goals accomplished,how I was always tired and unable to get my fire going. He then told me that I was programming my subconscious to be tired, by always saying it. To try to do at least a chapter a day and to work on reprogramming my subconscious habits. "This is why we have daily affirmations,small goals and dream boards." He even spoke of The Law of Attraction and how it works. Although with the law of attraction,for me,it's about raising my vibration,TO ATTRACT. The law of attraction only limits you to the consciousness you are in now and expects you to work within in....NOT to create something new. Sometimes...I feel as if there is a war going on inside of me,in my mind and spirit. My very essence. One that keeps me locked in this string of bad mental habits,the other who wants me to succeed and is trying to create and raise me to the next level. It was very refreshing to here another person's take on this. We talked about a bunch of things,him being an author,I a narrator. Yet this is what stuck out the most. The next level,which by the way,the wrong way dream showed me (no,I didn't have that dream again) that the staircase to the next level was floating above me in plain sight. Now what to do to pull it down and connect it is the issue. Yet I digress. Thanks Javonne. Hopefully I will see you again in the future.
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