The Night Before....

Damn...I can't even begin to describe how happy I am to get my ass in gear and start the walk to the bus stop. I think my body has been sensing this too...this change I'm making. It actually feels like my walk is going to be more of a Earth Walk, than just a regular three mile hike. For now,I will be walking twenty-four miles a week. After I end my next class with tanzhou,and hange my availability on Sundays at Buffaloes,it will go up significantly,to thirty-six miles! I am so excited!! Bless the gods,the end of Mercury Retrograde is upon us! Here's to self improvement in the ways of better health,wealth and happiness!!!!

Return To The Burned City(Scape)

I recently made the decision to make a bunch of life altering decisions,one of which is to quit the jobs,my older Chinese school,among others. Now,the vision continued a few days back. Forgive my lack of writing,I am still clearing my 'plate' so to speak. In the continuation,I,myself become ashe,for a moment,then I rise like a phoenix, stepping to the side of the ashe ,a perfect outline of my body,except,I'm wearing the most beautiful black dress once ever seen,am thinner,lighter with longer thick dark hair pulled up. Now at first I the ashe stays in a pile,then it re-attaches some of the soot on my skin. To me, this means that I am refusing to release something that I need to let go of. The first thoughts were The Cone Shop and Buffalo Wild Wings. Once I let them go mentally,the remaining ashe once again left my body ,and I continue, reborn,walking through the pitch black burnt past,to my garden...

Not My Circus,Not My Monkeys

So,yet again another knotch has been made in the chronicles of my roomies pissing me off. Firstly,I am sick and tired of the kids tagging along,which they have for the past three trips to work,today excluded. They already don't want to take me to work at a decent time,so I'm not late,so you add in bringing the kids and strapping them,in their carseats, takes extra time,which just worsens the situation time wise for me. So fucking inconsiderate. THEN today,I go downstairs as I am ready to go to work and have to AGAIN,wait on him. Once he comes down,he grabs a drink and heads to the car,not pulling the door tightly closed. In his defense,he more than likely thought that I was following soon after,thus why didn't. Realizing I forgot my new hand sanitizers,I stepped back over the baby gate and went back up to my room,grabbed them and came back down. Mind you,their "mother" was downstairs the WHOLE time. When I came back down,I looked and didn't see the baby. When I asked where she was,the "mother" replied "I don't know." She then followed me to the see that the door was open,and the baby gate was open. I hurried outside to look for her and saw her between the two cars,one of which her dad was in and had RUNNING!! If he would've backed up or moved forward,she could've been hurt or dead! I scooped her up and motioned to her dad. I gave her a spanking on her legs and told her that you don't do that. She is only one,and she doesn't know better,but that what the fuck her parents are for! So you can take a guess how well home training is going. Then I find out from our other roomie that the bitch had the AUDACITY to be upset with her husband and myself. BITCH, YOU WERE DOWNSTAIRS THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!! YOUR DUMBASS DIDN'T EVER REALIZE SHE WAS MISSING UNTIL I SAID SOMETHING! DON'T FUCKING BLAME ME FOR YOUR PISS POOR PARENTING SKILLS! How in the hell are you downstairs the entire time and NOT know where your kids are? That's no one's fault but yours! Btw,your daughter is the one who opened the door,because it WAS NOT OPEN. Maybe you should invest in some better parenting classes because at this rate,I rather CPS take the girls away. You both are a danger to them and they deserve to be raised correctly. How about the dad? He just shrugged it off,like it was nothing. Since she is small,he didn't see her at all. How about showing some more concern? Bless the GODS that my earthwalks start tomorrow. That way I can rid myself of the sight of them and their problems. They are trash. PERIOD