A Memory Stirs...

Recently,I just caught up on the Married to the Devil Series. The third book being Lucifer's Fate. You've got to love paranormal romance *wink* I forget which,but one of the books makes a brief mention of Alexander The Great. For some odd reason,it stuck with me. Notably,I have never been a fan of any of the re-tellings of Alexander's story,whether they were movies,documentaries,anime or books. I always hated them. Then,about twenty years ago now,they released and anime about him called Reign The Conqueror. I INSTANTLY hated it. They way they made him look and feel,and again,the story! Up until this earthwalk,I never delved into the WHY of my hatred for the telling of his story. As I continued to think out loud about it, the more I began to realize that what I was actually feeling was disgust and...LOVE. At the same time no less,which makes sense as to why I couldn't pin down the feeling when it came to him. Disgust for how he was bastardized by scholars and his truth watered-down,how his comrades caused his demise. The wave of grief that I felt was so thick and strong. The injustice that his story wasn't being told properly. Love as I saw him and I on a square gold and ivory throne,my past self on his lap. He was a darker olive skin complexion,thick,jet black,slightly wavey hair,stricking thick,black eyebrows and very well built. It was an intimate moment between him and I,as we were consummating our relationship. I had short,dark brown hair,less than an a afro, beautiful dark brown skin and wore a gold belly chain. I was slightly taller than I am now,but still shorter than him and was able to sit on his lap quite nicely *wink wink* I remember being in love with him fiercely and he for me. I remember laughing with him and talking a lot about the world. He had a very curious and explorative nature. Even as I write this, I can still see his smile,feel his breath on my face,his eyes shining brightly,the feel of his hands...Alexander The Great you were to them, but to me you will always be my Alexander. I never thought that a paranormal romance book could open the way to a past life...or was it Lucifer saying hello and to awaken?