Level Two Earthquake?

Something stirrs and awakens within me.Have you ever felt like your life is shaking everything up,disturbing the calm,to usher in a wave of new? That is what I believe is happening to me. I am not sure when,but in the near future,I will no longer be living here at the hotel. Paying three hundred a week is becoming harder to do,and I feel that I am being pushed elsewhere. The whole area is becoming overcrowded,weird people popping up every now and again,and did I mention overcrowded? I was supposed to go to a homeowners info session,but every bus was delayed,according to online,and would've made me late. Plus,more importantly,the feeling was off,like a big....NOPE settled on me. I think.it has to do with my phone being off temporarily and not being able to call out should the need arise. I will reschedule during vacation next week. Lately,I have been feeling this change more and more. I think,as I've already said before,I will not be in the same dire straights as I am now. SOON everything changes.

See Me In Shadow...

Last Wednesday,I had a deep dive into shadow work with the head of The Coven(the facebook group I recently joined),Bella. WHEW! What an experience,she guided me through my meditation and I was able to connect with inner child Toccarra,who was locked in a birdcage in a boiler room. I broke into the room and freed myself from the cage and room and told her it was okay to be herself,to be different from those around you,she was and IS unique and loved. Naturally,I was a mess,crying hard,nose running,hapoy to acknowledge that part of myself,let it bathe in the sunlight. I will get to know that part of myself more now. I've officially started my shadow journey. Bella gave me some homework to do before our next meeting,which I have rescheduled to mid February. A girl needs cash,you know. So happy to see what develops.

An Offering

Now that I have "dipped my toes" into the Shadow world,so to speak,Bella told me that we would be working with the Dark Goddesses,one of my favorites,Persephone,and the other,Inanna. I wanted to make an offering to them bot,as well as Cerridwen,who kept popping up in my thoughts. So,Vea,I may need your help on this one. I have no idea what would be a good welcome for them. I am excited. I can't wait to see them and go deeper within myself.