ethereal_tempest | In a moment of weakness

Before I lose my courage to write this,here goes *takes a deep breath* I am a hopeless romantic and I love the Idea of love and being in love. Neither are the same,yes,I know. Sometimes I hate that I am single. There was one Yule in particular that this emotion hit me the hardest. It wasn't easy,seeing families,seeing people with someone that really care about them,and it SHINES. I can't help but look and long for the day that happens to me. I have come to a conclusion, YOU. DON'T. EXIST. However, I refuse to stop believing in you. I trust very few. I refuse to lower my standards to just BE with someone for the sake of not being alone. I refuse to sacrifice myself and tear myself to pieces to please another. I will not cease myself to grow or put on a back burner while you reach greater heights...shelved to make someone look good. NO...FUCKIN'...WAY. I know that you are out there,looking for me as I am you,shoving your fear aside just as I and I know that its scary. I hope that when we do meet,we can see beyond the outside to the heart of the people we are. I am very loyal and protective of myself. I can be a tough nut to crack but once you do,you will have a person along side you unlike you've ever known. No,it won't be easy,haha. I can be very stubborn and not listen,highly opinionated and will fight for what I believe in. Yet, I,love to try new things,going outside and working out. There's so much more to me than I can type here. I will save the for day we connect.I hope that you are out there,looking at the same sky as I am. Here I am walking, the path to you. Meet you someday...

In a moment of weakness

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