Push...shove....CUT...to a new life

Gods,where do I start? At last,I am beginning to see,even though I still feel stuck. For the past few days,the universe has been busy sending me signals that the next phase of my life is about to begin,and its coming in a way that I can't ignore. The first was getting a email about the tarot card :The Rider and the number 1 cards. So there is someone coming into my life romantically and I have to decided if he is going to be with me for life or 'the flavor of the week' add on to being told via another email that I need to stop sitting on my talents and do what I love. Its going to get intense,and to be "ready for the ride" THEN comes Death,or more accurately,Death's Scythe. The cards the numerologist pulled for my daily cardsing yesterday were: Death's Schythe and the child. The child talked about my relationship with my child,which I don't have *sigh,long story* and also referred the child within me and needing to reconnect with that part of me. Finally, the Scythe of death. Some thing is getting cut,it just isn't clear WHAT. I found this funny after buying a Gundam figurine named DEATHSCYTHE....i'm like,okay,I need to pay attention and take action no matter how scary. So the future is calling and I am SURPRISED how all of this confirms everything that I have been saying for months. I have a feeling that this is the overture,to the rollercoaster ride and the ride is in SIGHT. The first bump? Who knows...maybe it involves my heart...