I miss singing so much. I still sing to myself and around wherever I am. I still get complements on my voice and it makes me want to sing even more. I just can't get over the feeling that I am destined for more,like when I put myself to it,I will catapalt myself into the stratosphere. I think what is holding me back is fear of the unknown and stepping so far out that I can't see where I am,until I burst through the other side. I am ready,just scared,but knowing this phase of my life isn't what I was meant to stay in. My feet may shake going forward,but.I promise myself that I will not waver!
Nov. 15th, 2020
I may have forgotten to mention it,but another one of my visions has come to pass. I said a while back that a college was going to have a music instrument sale and that I would get three instruments from there:a violin,viola and a cello. LO AND BEHOLD, UCF is having a music instrument sale to help the music department!! Its this upcoming weekend and I plan on attending. This just confirms that there is no such thing as coincidence. So to my topic,Yule. I feel that this Yule will be more magickal than any other and I want to make it that way,but I feel that I may be pleasantly surprised by the universe and the outcome. I still feel that I will meet someone special soon,*fingers crossed*. What's funny is that I am not afraid of being alone,but now, I am truly ready for him to appear.