Lately,

I realize that I have been writing about the roomies a bunch,and here is another one! So,yes,to a degree,I am antisocial. I'm an empath,its hard for me to be around people for a prolonged period of time. SO when you roomie calls me antisocial and shit, it burns my biscuits. So you two are able to go to different places a few days a week. BIG. FUCKING. DEAL. The REASON I CAN'T to many places is because I have to catch the twenty-six bus so that I don't have to pay that much for lyft,SINCE you two fucks don't pick me up like we agreed. The last two days,yea,you finally did. So,in short, I HAVE TO RELY ON YOUR UNRELIABLE ASSES TO GET FROM POINT A TO POINT B! It's fucking annoying! You know damn well why I can't go places as often as I want. Get the fuck out of here with THAT bullshit! Such garbage! "Because I'm black" bull shit that you drop every now and then? ALSO NOT APPRECIATED!! Aside from this,I have been in a game of email tag with a internet sales person from Universal Hyundai,the same place I had gotten my first car. I hope that I can arrange a time to go for a test drive. It's been too long since I have been behind the wheel and I am getting antsy. I have also tried to call Toyota of Orlando,but I haven't been able to connect yet. I will attempt them again tomorrow as well. I am also looking into a apartments in Lakeland,FL. I think that the universe is going to surprise me. I will continue to put forth the effort and I shape my future with my own hands. No more holding back. Time to continue and finish what is on my plate.

When I Dream At Night

This song just popped into my head.Sometimes,my love,I begin to doubt that you are real. That maybe my imagination has gotten the better of me and I have made you up. Then...JUST as I start to lose a fraction of hope,there you go,sending me a song,caressing my arms dropping behind me in shadow,visiting me in dreams,etc. I am grateful that you are here and even though you aren't around me at this time,I can FEEL you. You are real and I think I am in for a huge surprise when I dream tonight. Til we meet,love. Goodnight.