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Apr. 28th, 2021 07:57 pmI didn't get around to posting this,so I figured that I would do so now. A few days ago,I was working in the dining room at my location. Suddenly, a child cries and I see flashes,of me having a child(haha not what you were expecting,huh? Neither was I). I could clearly see myself in a hospital somewhere,someone say "PUSH TOCCARRA PUSH!!" Then,amazingly I see my husband CLEARLY!! THIS.HAS.NEVER.HAPPENED.BEFORE. He takes my hand,staring at me with a mix of worry and wonder,and tells me to squeeze his hand. He has shoulder length dark brown hair and is Asian. I don't squeeze his hand so he says it again,more firmly this time. I then see my face my face squnched,gritting my teeth and pushing,a cry of pain escaping my lips. Then I see my child,who was ashen,because they were under strain or stress,there is blood on the baby ,who has narrow eyes and is hollering. When Then little one is hollering,it looks like a photo. Like someone captured the moment perfectly. Then I see myself back in the hospital room and I am pushing again. I feel that this is not far off and that there was a strong possibility of my having more than one child. The feel of such was there. So I have two things confirmed: I am going to be a Mom AND the love of my life is coming....SOON. Whew! The future looks bright,for me and my family. I claim it to be so!
Edit: 5/25/21- the second vision I described in the end of this entry continued further a few days ago. I still see myself in the hospital,in the early morning light,pushing my child into the world. My hair is thick and MUCH longer,I'm attempting to hold my snkles,but end up holding my calves instead because I can't reach. I am alone at first,pushing hard. Then my husband shows up(still Asian) ,stands next to me and takes my hand,staring down at me and our child. Then the viewpoint SHIFTS. I am in front,watching my baby come into the world. Still there was blood and my husband says "Hey baby!" When the baby is fully out. ("Hey baby" is how my grandma would greet me and all of her other grandkids,btw. So it's very significant to me.) Then the vision SHIFTS again and I see my baby after she is cleaned up. She has a little pink hat on,that's how I know I have a daughter. She was smiling and had A LOT of hair. What is clear is that this is my second birth
Edit: 5/25/21- the second vision I described in the end of this entry continued further a few days ago. I still see myself in the hospital,in the early morning light,pushing my child into the world. My hair is thick and MUCH longer,I'm attempting to hold my snkles,but end up holding my calves instead because I can't reach. I am alone at first,pushing hard. Then my husband shows up(still Asian) ,stands next to me and takes my hand,staring down at me and our child. Then the viewpoint SHIFTS. I am in front,watching my baby come into the world. Still there was blood and my husband says "Hey baby!" When the baby is fully out. ("Hey baby" is how my grandma would greet me and all of her other grandkids,btw. So it's very significant to me.) Then the vision SHIFTS again and I see my baby after she is cleaned up. She has a little pink hat on,that's how I know I have a daughter. She was smiling and had A LOT of hair. What is clear is that this is my second birth
