Excellerant?
May. 18th, 2021 10:54 pmAfter the events of Sunday night and coupled with what I just heard about what is going on there at my other job on Monday night,added onto the ever mounting stress of the roomies,I have decided to "pour the gas and light the match" so to speak. Never has it EVER been so obvious....I already know what has to go. Before I get into it,I know WHY I had to be here,living with them...COVID. Here me out,I was living in a hotel for over a year,and moved here in late 2019...four months PRIOR to the world shutting down. I think that they gods wanted me here because the hotel wouldn't work out, with my unemployment checks going to my mom's and not having a mailing address at that time. Also,this explains why the floating feeling that I get when I make the right connection was only halfway. I immediately said that this was a temporary,living situation,not a permanent one. Thus the last few months have confirmed this. I have a few things that need to be done before I can leave: a new place,a new car,pay off my eviction and get it removed, and boost up Hidden Treasure Productions (fully license it ,website,Facebook group,etc). Things to burn? This house,these people,mutual acquaintances may go(honestly not sure about that),these jobs,Florida and ultimately living here in America. Sounds like a lot,but it will happen soon. Again as I have said before,I FEEL IT. The quick sand of homeostasis has loosened its grip and I intend on making waves...or maybe FLAMES is the best choice of words here. First to burn? Why that's easy...MY SECOND JOB...*pours gas and lights match* *smirks* Did I mention how proud I feel at the moment? This is,beyond a shadow of a doubt(cliché not intended) what I am sure is supposed to happen. Burn it down,and move to somewhere new and build something new...DON'T EVER LOOK BACK