"Sometimes You Have To Accept There Will Be No Closure...And That's Okay”

[ethereal_tempest]

Its been almost two years.since my last set of roommates kicked my out for no reason. I arrived home after a late shift at my second job(which tells you how often I worked seven days a week,with little to no time for myself) to a note in the door at gave me a little over ten days notice to leave. When I confronted my friend (the one I have known the longest between him and his wife) He at first refused to answer,using a blanket statement,then I watched as he made up a lie right in my face. I left a week later,still to this day,I still have yet to find out the actual reason...and that is okay. What I DON'T LIKE is how often I have revisited this situation over and over in my head since then. NO. MORE. THIS ENDS TONIGHT. I have come to realize that it was okay to feel hurt,but they WILL NOT continue to drain my energy even in memory. They never cared about me and I am actually relieved to be away from them and their drama. Going over and over and speculating about them and how they treated me and this situation. Wasting my energy,self sabotaging my spirit. I WAS,AM AND FOREVER WILL BE A GOOD FRIEND AND PERSON. They will never rid me of that. I am tired of "drinking the poison and hoping they would die,” so to speak. Again,I now accept there will be no closure and that is okay. I forgive them and with them happiness and peace,may we never meet again. FAREWELL.